96th.

This thing between us has been repeating 3 times and we still get the same ending. You are a coward for coming back to me and then running away from me, again and again and again, leaving me devastated, clueless and torn. And I am a fool for welcoming you with an open arms, each and every time you came back. And the saying goes "shame on you if you fool me once, but shame on me if you fooled me twice". But if it's the third time, then who's to blame? I'm tired. I had enough of playing and guessing. I know this is not gonna be easy, but who am I to complain coz I am the one who got myself into this mess. I admit that I do miss you and the thoughts of you are always with me even if I tried so hard to focus on other things other than you. How I wished that things were easier between us, coz sometimes I do envy others, coz they seem to make it easy, but why not us? But it's okay. At least it comforts my soul to know that one day I'm gonna be fine and happy again. With or without you.