103rd.

"Every girl has that one boy, that they’ll never get over. That one guy who makes you laugh all the time. The one who gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name. That one who remembers all the stupid things you say and reminds you about it months from now. The one who has his name written all over your heart. The one whom you compare to everyone. The one you never get sick of talking or hearing about. The one you cry over and over about. The one everyone thinks you can do better than. The one you ask why her and not me. The one when you first saw him you knew you loved him. The one that in some way ends up not being yours."

102nd.

04th November 2009; the day I'd sent someone's heart shattered to pieces.

Was never proud of it, but I had to do what I had to do.

I'm sorry.

67th.

I couldn't agree more with Izzah's entry.

Maybe it's worth the reading.

Or maybe it's something worth to ponder about.

Or maybe it's only because I can relate to it so much.

Out Of Reach.

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like the fool

So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Catch myself from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy every day
I know I will be okay

But I was
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain what is lost inside
And I hope that in time, you'll be out of my mind
I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me...

If lyrics could potrayed on what's going on right now, then this would be the right song...

6th.

Hello, it's 7 am now and here I am typing slowly because my youngest brother is sleeping in my room. My brothers were back here since Sunday and God, never knew that I would miss them so much! I went to Toyota Pending yesterday morning and while waiting for my car to be done, a good friend of mine, Afiq fetched me and so we went somewhere for breakfast. And I've finally watched Sex and The City! Pardon me for being left so long behind, but the movie was great, especially all the outfits! Whoever said the movie is boring should get shot in the head. Twice. And the uncensored part is just hilarious! Hahahaha.. :p

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Umang told me that A Lot Like Love movie storyline freakily reminds her of me and someone, only that my storyline has no ending yet. -.-"

"On a flight from Los Angeles to New York, Oliver and Emily make a connection, only to decide that they are poorly suited to be together. Over the next seven years, however, they are reunited time and time again, they go from being acquaintances to close friends to ... lovers? With each of them suffering through one failed relationship after another, they finally figure out after seven years that they might be right for each other after all." - Wikipedia.

Hmm let's see.

Six going on to seven years of friendship? Check.

Reunited from time to time? Check.

Suffered from failed relationships? Check, check, check. LOL.

Acquaintances? Check.

Close friends? Check.

Lovers? Errrrr...scary! Gai Umang eh!