124th.

If you're a an avid gossip girl follower, imagine me being in Dan and Vanessa's current situation.

So yeahh...

Dear Friend,

We fucked things up.

And I miss you.

But that is all I am capable of doing right now.

Bo pien niaa.

Bits Of Motherland.

Class is starting in a few hours time, and here I am, in denial much.

I.CANT.BELIEVE.CLASS.IS.STARTING.SOON.LOLWUT?

Went to KL last week. My shortest trip ever, since 2004...4 days jahhhhh but back in 2004 it was a school trip lah lol. KL was awesome, and of course the most awesomest part is the shopping part!! Didn't get to go to many places due to limited time. Only get to go to OU twice, pavi and midvalley gardens each. Ya pun sik pusin mena. But it's okay saya memang cukup berpuas hati lah, sebab pokai dah tok =.=

The initial plan was to stay at Afiq's house but since my cousin mala jak insist me to stay over at her place in Shah Alam, so I stayed at hers for 2 days and the remaining 2 at Afiq's. Adil dan saksama la kan? lol. Oh and the most potong part in KL was that when I sampai2 KL, my hp rosak. =.= So sorry lah kawan2 esp Tia coz sikpat contact n jumpa kau di KL. Macam rasa bersalah jak aku :(

Nevertheless, to my cousin Ching, Afiq, Trah and Kelly; thank you thank youuuuuu so much for the warm hospitality while I was in KL. To Ching, thanks for taking care of me time aku rah KL. Ko sanggup mbak aku jalan walaupun kita sesat, ko masak k aku, ko cuba polah aku comfortable di rumah kau. Aku sayang kau dowhhh.

And to Afiq, thanks for bringing me jalan2, walaupun your driving scares me at times. :S And everytime that chicken beat nok hitz.fm keluar lam radio time driving mesti mek tetak senyum sorang2 coz it reminds me so much of you time dalam keta hahahahaha.

To Trah and Kelly, thanks for bringing me to Changkat and shopping! Trahhh, thanks for the topshop birthday voucher oiii. Really appreciate that. :P

And to Dinah, it was heartwarming to finally catch up with you again at OU, and I can't wait for you to turun kuching this khamis woooottt!!

And to adik aku yang sengal jia, OI SUDAH LAH KAUUUUU KACAU2 AKU. MENYESAL AKU BAGITAU KAU. LOL. :P

Oh okay before this starts to get boring and jadi macam award speech, guess I better shut my mouth now. :P

Emo ni, because kch is boring and i am still in my holiday mood arghh malas nyaaa nak turun kelas. and also for the fact that i feel a little sunyi this sem coz my good friend jeanet is not here in swinburne sarawak anymore but in Melbourne. :( See you next sem, J! I miss you :(

P/S: Sorry lah bai bahasa rojak.

93rd.

Happy raya everyone! I know I'm a lil bit late, but better late than never anyways. LOL. Thank you, thank you so much to those who came - Dzim, Meddy, Jacqueline Jong, Alicia Lee, Jason John, Leslie Jong, Roshan Despande, Jacqueline Natasia, Cath, Suzanne, Alin, Yvonne Belinda...to name a few. I'm sorry if I forgot to include any other names here.

Thank you so much yea! ;)

88th.

Something is definitely wrong with my eyes lately. They're bloodshot red, irritating and dry. :( Stupid haze, stupid hot weather, stupid dry environment. And for that, I can't even use my contact lenses or else it'll get worst. :( Without contact lenses, I am completely blind. My life depends on my contact lenses. Driving lagi, nak belajar lagi, nak cuci mata lagi. Haih. :(((((((

Everything seems to irritate me at this point. Mula2 my eyes, now my windows live messenger! I can't even bloody sign in to it! Tried to uninstall and reinstalled it back but it didn't work out also. Benciiiiiiiiii! I desperately need a new laptop. Haih bila bapak nak beli laptop baru. :(

As most of you know, I'm juggling between 2 blogs now. One is for work, the other one is for leisure. Well I'm sure you guys know which is which right? :D But of course work always comes first lah. So if you guys rindu2 nak bace my entry and tengok blog ni cam kosong takde update je, boleh sile lepas rindu kat sini.

Ececeh. Mengade.


Bapak besar gile gambar atas ni. Tapi malas la nak resize balik. :p LOL. Anyway that's me with 3 out of my 5 collegues! That was taken in Work&Play boutique actually. Work is fun, I love the job that I am currently doing right now. If all fails with my accounting career *touch wood*, at least I can open up a shop on my own, kan kan kan kan? :D Y'know, it's not wrong to dream big and have other options in life. ;)

And I stole this from Absolutely's blog. LOL. Enjoy!

82nd.

So this is gonna be a quick update.

Phewww. WHAT.A.BUSY.WEEK.IT.HAS.BEEN!!

First of all, Work & Play is finally opened! Eventho it has been pretty busy with the new shop opening and all, but work was fun. :) I made 3 other new friends, whom are my new colleagues. Eventually we would divide ourselves who jaga which shop, and I jaga-ed Work & Play yesterday and today, but I'll be in charge of Absolutely tomorrow. And I love doing what I do right now, at least it's way better than doing nothing at home. Agree? ;)

Ohh and the exam results were out today, and all I can say is, so long Year 1, helloooooo Year 2! Thank you so much Allah for answering my prayers, I feel so blessed! ;)

To end this entry, I shall post a recent photo of mua in one of my vain moments. LOL.

With my 2 new friends. :)

79th.

**Updates as of 8 July 2009.

Today was not so bad after all coz today, my friend Cath is joining me at Absolutely! :) Finally, a friend and companion at the shop! I mean, I don't mind taking care of the shop and handling it alone, but it gets lonely and boring sometimes, maybe it's because that I'm used to have Sue with me before, but it's okay, I have Cath with me now yeay! :D

The sales were quite little for today and for the past few days, as most of the customers were waiting for the new stocks to arrive. Since I didn't get to watch MJ memorial live the night before, Hazel, Cath and I watched the reruns at the shop and ohmygod Paris' part was extremely tear jerking and deeply touching. I was told about the Paris' part before I get to witness it myself, but I never knew it could caught me offguard, so hard. It was so sedih, my heart goes out to MJ's children. :(

MJ's memorial somehow has affected my mood, and I was kinda emo the whole day after that. :p Went straight home after work, showered, and had a chat with Tiang before I'd deciced to call it a day. lol yea my life is so dull. And yeshhhhh I finally get to watch confessions of a shopaholic, and I must say that Isla Fisher is the cutest thing ever! Her hair is always gorgeous zomg I want my hair to be just like hers please can I can I can I??? <--- nyah. kau over.

Andddddd I got my pink cardigan already to match with my kate moss dress. lol so happy!! Can't wait to wear it! Thank you for accompanying me, Fahri. ;D And yeah, before I forgot, I decided not to attend RWMF this year. But I'll be looking forward for next year's. Hopefully. LOL.

Okay that's it I'm done, toodles people. Thanks for reading my crap. I know it's lame. :)

78th.

Today was effin stressful, but it was fun in the end! :D

Oh ya, if you were wondering why I tidak update my blog since beberapa hari lepas, that is because both of my laptop and modem had been struck by lightning on last Friday night. :( Bodo bah, since I did not online nor do I switched them on during the heavy thunderstorm. (aahh mind my engrisshh)

So yeah Fahri, Sheela and I went to TM Point today to get myself a brand new modem, replacing the faulty one but aiyaaaaaaaaaaaa sikda hasil lah pegi ke sia. TMnet's customer service sucks man. And if you were wondering why I boleh online and blog pulak right now, it happens that Fahri ada modem extra, so I'm using his for the time being, until I get myself a new one. And I harap2 I'll be getting a new laptop by early August too. Amin. Gile cabuk laptop aku.

Since today is my off day, Sheela and I went to Swinburne to play badminton at the evening. And guess what, I terjumpa Roshan, Leslie and Vivien!! Gila best update gossips. LOL. And Sheela and I sempat nyelepat masuk gym (pakai Roshan's access). LOL.

Ahh rindu kawan2 lain. Can't wait to start sem baru! Long hols sucks man.

78th.

Well I'm back with Absolutely for the time being. Long story anyway. LOL. And I missed all of my unimates! Sheela, Cath, Shaqirah, Vivien, Roshan, Leslie..to name a few. RINDUUUUUUU RINDUUUUUUUUU. HOLIDAYS BORING LAH!!!!! I RATHER BELAJAR DEKAT LIBRARY THE WHOLE DAY SAMPAI PANCET DARI CUTI PANJANG2 OKAY.

I missed you guys SOOO MUCHH, to the extend that I sanggup pegi Semariang ajak Sheela keluar on Saturdays, texted Roshan and sengaja kacau him even when I know that he tengah busy dating with Vivien, and I think I bugged Leslie on msn almost everyday. LMAO. I'm that annoying, I know, I'm sorry you guys have to bare with that. :p LOL.

Aahh I am such in a good mood today, so don't mind me blogging rubbish. ;D

Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus.

Conversation with exhibit A:

roarrr! says:
i nak iklan jap
roarrr! says:
i bli dress ni nanti
roarrr! says:
*shows pic of the dress*
exhibit A says:
kat tempat u keje dulu tu eh?
roarrr! says:
yup
roarrr! says:
lol
exhibit A says:
HOTTT!!!!
exhibit A says:
GO GO GO GET IT!!
exhibit A says:
:D

Conversation with exhibit B:

roarrr! says:
i dont care if youre a guy
roarrr! says:
but i just bought a dress today!!
roarrr! says:
:D
exhibit B says:
see?
exhibit B says:
lol
roarrr! says:
HAHAHAHA seriously it really made my day
roarrr! says:
wat see see
roarrr! says:
lol
exhibit B says:
u need money to shop bah
exhibit B says:
thats why u work
exhibit B says:
its not rocket science
roarrr! says:
come on la i have not been shopping since april okay
roarrr! says:
give me a break
roarrr! says:
lol
exhibit B says:
i din say it was wrong for u to shop did i?
exhibit B says:
lol
roarrr! says:
*shows pic of the dress* <--- love at first sightttttttttttt
roarrr! says:
lol
exhibit B says:
malas see
exhibit B says:
lol
roarrr! says:
eeeee why cant u at least be happy for meeeee
roarrr! says:
eleh...
roarrr! says:
takpe takpe...
exhibit B says:
haha

I think you should get the main point by now. Still don't it? Well, the title of this entry explains it all. Oh and if you're wondering who was exhibit A, well that was Jia, and B was none other than Leslie. LOL.

65th.

I am actually now taking a break from studying...was studying FIS since 9 something this morning. Blergh. Malas memang malas, but what to do la kan? It's for my own good too...

OH GOD PLEASE MAKE ME LOVE ACCOUNTING LIKE I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. (That is if I have any la lol)

There's this one past year exam question, it had taken me ONE day to finally understand the whole concept. ONE day, I tell you. Sheesh! Called my 3 lihai friends Azie, Leslie and Roshan at first to see if they got their answers right, but Azie got hers wrong too and she still hasn't figure out why. As for Roshan and Leslie, dua2 belum buat lagi sebab tengah busy main pro racer and scrabble worldwide dalam facebook. o_O

Aren't they awesome? (Refering to Leslie and Roshan. LOL)

Anyways. Finals is in less than 2 weeks!! Okay, wouldn't want to elaborate much on that...

Oh yeaa I actually went swimming at Dinah's place last Saturday! We were (kind of) studying in the reading room when...

Raula: Panas lah! Dah takde mood nak blajar ni. Nak main badminton, tapi tu ade 6 cine main kat court sane tu! *points at badminton court*
Dinah: Jom gi swimming jom!
Raula: Serious?
Dinah: Serious!
Raula: :D

So off we went to the pool and had made full use of the super canggih waterproof camera...

Dinah's youngest sister, Diyana Ahmad.

Taken by the AWESOME protographer. LOL.

...and an AWESOME swimmer too. (Padahal tak sampai 15 saat dah tercungap2 macam pepek gile LOL)

LOL my goggle looks weird.

Yours truly with Dinah Ahmad. :)

One of those moments...

Right after swimming.

While waiting for the lift, sempat lagi! LOL.

Okay la enough of these shenanigans, I seriously gotta get back to my studying now. Till then! :D

Words of Comfort.

"Don't worry, you'll be fine. Things like these do happens. Everything's gonna be okay soon. You don't have to worry so much k? It's okay to feel guilty. It'll pass" - Roshan Despande a.k.a botak a.k.a tambi a.k.a singh.

"Babe, relax. I understand how you feel. Cheer up, k? It's only a matter of experience. You wouldn't know, until you experienced it yourself. Take it in a positive way la. I know you can do it. Ola bah!" - Vivien De Rozario, my newest partner in crime.

"Nah it's alright la. Nothing much you can do also. Sorry can't help much. Look at the bright side, at least you didn't get injured. It's alright la. Try lighten up abit" - Leslie Jong a.k.a tiang a.k.a tinggi a.k.a the guy up there.

"You know I'm always there for you, eventho I'm not physically there. Mun mek ada di kuching, dah lamak mek agak kitak. Don't worry, babe, everything's gonna be fine. Don't think too much. Just focus on your finals" - Amira Saryati, my person (inspired from Grey's).

"There's always a first time eh? And you know what they say, you can never forget your very first. LOL" - Jason John, the cute budak kecik.

From this moment, I'll hang on to these words. Sorry la, I feel so emo right now, after what had happened. Oh ya, courtesy to facebook for the stolen pics. :P

62nd.

I've been having stupid dreams lately.

And all of the dreams were related to my car.

First, I dreamed that I've gotten into a road accident. Second, it was stolen. Third, my dad sold it to someone else? :O

GAHHHHHHHHH!!!

How can it not be any more depressing than this?????

I know I've been thinking too much lately. Maybe a lil bit too much. That's why I've been trying to keep myself busy, so that I wouldn't even have time to allow myself to think of unnecessary stuffs. Dah lah final exam is getting nearer. Sigh this is soooooo not happening to me! Thank you God, for all of the assignments and tests hoo haas are finally over and done! Now, I really really need to catch up on my FIS. Heaven forbid, I don't wanna flunk, especially on that subject!! :O

Regardless of all the pressures and stress in me, at least I had fun lah last night. :D Many thanks to Vanessa for treating us dinner!!

Oh ya, pics stolen from Mui Sing's facebook. xD

And of course, my fav photo of the night!! :D

I shall miss this class!!

Oh, curious enough to know the reason behind all of the delicious dinner treat? You can read all about it here. I'm so proud wey!! :)

61st.

Sorry bloggy for neglecting you. :( Ugh I freaking hate assignments, especially the one that's gonna due tomorrow. There's this assignment where we had to do all of the given accounting transactions using quickbooks software (it's an accounting software, something similar like MYOB).

Dah lah susah, banyak pulak tu. One month transactions, lu pikir la sendiri.

And to make things worst, the stupid quickbooks program hates my laptop so much and no matter how many time I've uninstalled and reinstalled it back, the program still crashes. :(

(Read: Daddy, time for a new laptop!! *cough*cough*)

Naseb baik lah, Cath was so nice to borrow me her laptop! It was actually more like we exchanged our laptops for a week. I borrowed Cath's so that I can use quickbooks in her laptop for my accounting assignment, and she borrowed mine for her programming assignment. Bijak kan? Ini compromise nama nye. LOL.

My assignment is almost done already, now waiting for Roshan to send his excel file to me so that we can compare each other's work. Yeaa both Roshan and I exhanged our files, but this doesn't mean we tiru so jangan salah anggap lah k, ini pun compromise jugak nama nya. :p Also many thanks to Leslie for teaching me how to do the earlier transactions back when I pretty much dono anything about quickbooks, and thanks to Azie and Yemima too for helping me with the adjustments.

And not forgetting Mea, without your help, I wouldn't get my fedora hat! :D

Aaah. This is why you need your beautiful friends in your life. Agree? :)

49th.

I know this is a bit late, but...

Taken by Fahri.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHEELA!!

In another words, KITA SEBAYA!!

LOL. :p

As I was looking through the photo albums in my Facebook page, it made me realized that my heart ached for the girls so much.

Yes Sheela, Cath, Shaqirah, Nina, Amal, I'm referrring to you girls. :(

I know I'm seeing you girls separately at the uni everyday, but it's just not the same, y'know? Am also aware of the fact that it's hard to hang around now like we used to last time since Amal and I are the only ones in business course and the rest are Engineering majors, but it's okay, we shall hang out together soon during the study week!

(Not that I'm looking forward to finals, gile ape, but I am actually looking forward for us to be stuck together, joined in the hips in the library the whole day. LOL.)

I miss you girls.

26th.

Meet Tia Kipli.

Classmates for 2 years and also one of my closest friends cum geng kamceng during St Mary's days. We'd lose track after SPM and thank god there's Facebook, hence yesterday was our so called get together reunion!

Went to Sunway Pyramid with her during the day and then to Laundry Bar, The Curve during the night. It was fun meeting up with her and we sure did a lot of catching ups, updating each other about all those 4 years that we were both lacking behind. The photo above was taken outside Laundry, after our pizza dinner session, which were left unfinished. :p

And it happens that Afiq and the rest of his Stonebay band members were performing at the Laundry last night, so Tia and I came to give our moral support even though I rarely listen to any local bands. :p Tia and I had our sleepover too during that night and as predicted, we ended up sleeping a little because we couldn't stop talking and laughing. :p

x

On a different note, I'm homesick and I miss Kch and I wanna go home.

But I am not done yet with my shopping.

SO HOW???